Haiqel Bin Hamdan

I still can't believe that I have broken up with you. I didn't just lost a girlfriend. I lost my bestest friend, my everything. I really wished that I could turn back time. Those things you said that you were disappointed in me about. I'm sorry. I kept telling myself that I need to move on but I just can't. Maybe we were meant to be with each other, maybe we're not. On december 18th 2003, I have loved you. During our first movie outing watching "Elf", I have loved you. During our stupid arguments, I have loved you. And I can't lie that I still do now despite what happened. I know that remeniscing about the past just wont' help. I really wanna end this as soon as possible. I hate everything. I really do.

*Somehow I know that God is testing me. And I accept the fact that He is*