Haiqel Bin Hamdan

Zirca. 19/7/2010

2010-06-21T01:59:00.000-07:00

Zirca with Farid, Pa'e and Usop was the shit lah. Yaya tak ikut -___-". But met Rynna in the club. Hugged each other so damn tight like we've never met in decades.

*Recorded the video because of the song. Its Farid's song. We did his "Tengkorak Mate Purple" move. But its not in the video. Hehehe!*

Top Priorities!

2010-06-17T10:30:00.000-07:00

One fine day k, Fazer 1000?

Priority list (Not in any form of order):
1) Full-Time Job
2) Savings!
3) Class 2A (Completing soon :D)
4) Super 4.
5) Update wardrobe.
6) Piercings ;)
7) Party like a Rockstar.
8) Touring (Lame lagi!)

Karaoke was fun :)

2010-06-17T10:27:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Marsha & Auntie Christina :)

Sentosa/Cafe Del Mar.

2010-05-17T10:04:00.001-07:00

The fun that we had, were unexplainable.
I'll never forget this day with you guys :)

Happy Mother's Day.

2010-05-17T09:59:00.000-07:00

Charice.

2010-05-05T08:38:00.000-07:00

I love this song. I was figuring out who actually sang it.

I thought it was just another American artist.

And to my surprise, it was her. Very young and talented kid.

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Artist: Charice Ft. Iyaz

Song: Pyramid

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*I think she's gonna look hot when she grows older*

Super Timor.

2010-05-01T23:42:00.000-07:00

This video is like so Haiqel Bin Hamdan lah...

*Thanks to 2nd Aunt*

Era 60'an Pop Yeh Yeh.

2010-04-28T03:03:00.000-07:00

Era 60'an Pop Yeh Yeh

Setting up..

She's gorgeous..

Mr Alias Kadir was there too..

Meeting..

The make-up artists.. (Frida Enchanteur)

Dia pun nak make-up jugak..

Mom..

Sis and 2nd Aunt..

Sis and 1st Aunt..

Congratulations to all the winners. To those who lost, don't worry. Try harder k ;)
And a billion thanks to Hakim for dropping by the event.

The Collectors's Outing ;)

2010-04-20T10:26:00.000-07:00

REC 2.

2010-04-08T03:34:00.000-07:00

Must watch sssiiiaaa this one...
*I'll be one of the first few to watch it, for sure*

Cafe Del Mar.

2010-03-31T13:17:00.000-07:00

Yes ah! Finally, tak payah stress-stress. Phew. Can't wait to see you guys there on May ;)

*I so need that "dose"*

2010-03-22T15:14:00.000-07:00

Mom was so proud of my "masterpiece". Awwwwwwwwwwww........

2010-03-04T23:33:00.001-08:00

"I do it because I can,
I can because I want to,
I want to because you said I couldn't"

2010-03-04T00:36:00.000-08:00

2010-02-14T08:08:00.000-08:00

Words of Wisdom.

2010-02-03T19:13:00.001-08:00

6th February 2010 :)

2010-01-28T09:21:00.000-08:00

I would like to say a very big 'Thank You' to those of you who attended my birthday dinner. Those people like Haikal, Has, Pa'e, Lyn, Nad, Nadia, Yaya and Fai, Harizah etc. couldn't make it. Too bad they missed the chance. Suke korang makan free? Hehehe! But anyway, I really do appreciate it alot. But now its time for you guys to attend the big party, ok? Can't wait :)

When?: 6th of February 2010
Where?: Club Suara Perindu, Tampines East Cc
What time?: 4pm to 9.30Pm
Party theme: Dress To Impress

Special guest: Mr. Azhar Norlesta

*There will be dinner and dance*

Its official :)

2010-01-26T05:40:00.000-08:00

Promoted:

Sc/Corporal Haiqel Bin Hamdan. How's that sound? :)

SMALL success but BIG achievement.

Thanks to God and everyone else who have been suporting me :)

*Qel, bila nak jadi ASP?*
*Tak nak ASP. Nak AS Phoon boleh? Kekeke!*

Rock, bebey!

2010-01-24T05:32:00.000-08:00

Kirk in Japan?

2010-01-20T06:30:00.000-08:00

One Big Happy Family.

2009-12-25T02:49:00.000-08:00

24th of December 2009 is another day to be remembered. I had loads of fun. Seriously. Love you guys to the core.

A million thanks to Harizah and Yaya for coming to the gathering.

Game, game, game!

2009-12-17T19:39:00.000-08:00

Went to Sim Lim a few weeks back. Supposed to use up the money for some important celebration, but I got myself a new gadget instead. A brand new Sony Playstation 3. I seriously need something to kill the boredom at home. I've been enjoying it since the day I bought it so far. Really happy with it. Better for me to distract myself from some other unimportant things lah eh. Came across these awesome buskers outside OG. Somehow the music that they played, reminds me of Kitaro :P

And not to forget. A very Happy Birthday to Heedaya! Semoga bahagia sepanjang hayat ok?

Gambar zaman-zaman masai. Hehehehe!

2009-11-11T22:55:00.001-08:00

Some of their best videos I enjoyed. Check it out!

Baby Dancing to Single Ladies.

2009-11-11T22:48:00.000-08:00

Beyonce's interview in Australia.

2009-11-04T04:51:00.000-08:00

Everybody seems to be talking about Beyonce nowadays. Due to her success of course. I wonder what Beyonce is feeling right now. She's so hot, she's so rich, etc. What more could she ask for?

Favourite Picture of The Month

2009-11-04T04:36:00.000-08:00

Cobus Potgieter

2009-10-26T00:44:00.005-07:00

It doesn't matter how many toms or cymbals you have :)

*Video is dedicated to Hakim*

10,000 Promises.

2009-10-20T08:02:00.000-07:00

I fell in love with this song, 10,000 Promises by Backstreet Boys when I was 8, when I was in Primary 2 in 1997. Yes, I can still remember and yes, I was that young and I'm not lying. There was just that "something" about the song that lured me to it. 12 years later, on the night of 19th October 2009, I dreamt about that particular song. I couldn't really figured what kinda picture or movie that played in my dream, but it was really touching. I couldn't believe that a song by Backstreet Boys that I listened when I was 8 can really touch the hearts of people out there right now at this very moment even after 12 years.

10,000 Promises - Backstreet Boys:

Once we were lovers, just lovers we were
Oh what a lie
Once we were dreamers, just dreamers we were
Oh you and I
Now I see you're just somebody who waste all my time and money
Oh what a life
You and I

What about your, your 10,000 promises?
That you gave to me
Your 10,000 promises
That you promised me

Once I could handle the truth when the truth was
You and I
Time after time all the promises turned out to be all lies
Now I see I'm just somebody who wasted my time and money
Oh what a life
You and I

You said I'll take you back
But I closed the door
Cos I don't want
10,000 MORE

Hari Raya With Friends: 2009

2009-10-12T10:00:00.000-07:00

I really had fun today :)

Beyonce at NUH in Singapore.

2009-09-28T00:36:00.000-07:00

Beyonce singing for cancer children in NUH. How nice of her.
And yeah, she sounded that good, live.

*It's only 1 minute and 49 seconds long. The other full video is not that clear. Click here to view*

Miss Singapore 2009: Ris Low

2009-09-24T09:05:00.001-07:00

*Smacks forehead*

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

2009-09-20T06:59:00.000-07:00

First and foremost, I would like to wish all the Muslims in the world Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Dan Batin. To those who know me, please forgive me for all my wrongdoings. *Smiles*

Their are "White", so they wear Black. I'm "Black", so I wear White. Got it?

Cleopatra Stratan - Ghita

2009-09-17T07:15:00.000-07:00

Budak kecik ni seriously mintak kena rembat. Cute nak mampos.

(Pause media-player at bottom right corner to watch video)

I Know You Want Me.

2009-09-13T00:30:00.000-07:00

If I were to have a friend like Ellen Degeneres, I would definitely meet her everyday. She's damn funny.

While Your Lips Are Still Red.

2009-09-08T11:33:00.000-07:00

I just love listening to music and figure out what exactly their meanings are. Especially, those rock music that have "hidden meanings" in them. Let's see.

Song: While Your Lips Are Still Red.

Artist: Nightwish/Amaranth

Soundtrack from "Lieksa!"

Sweet little words made for silence not talk
Young heart for love not heartache
Dark hair for catching the wind
Not to veil the sight of a cold world

Kiss while your lips are still red
While he's still silent
Rest while blossom is still untouched, unveiled
Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool
Drown into eyes while they're still blind
Love while the night still hides the withering dawn

First day of love never comes back
A passionate hour's never a wasted one
The violin, the poet's hand
Every thawing heart plays your theme with care

Song meaning?

"Kiss while your lips are still red"

Well, to put it in much simpler terms, I'm guessing that its about 'Love' of course. Its about young love, telling someone that you love them before they're gone, which means before death takes the redness of their lips and turn blue?

"Hold another hand while the hand's still without a tool"

Tool being an instrument for a job? Like a briefcase even. So like the meaning mentioned above, maybe its trying to say that you should just hold hands while you're still young, innocent and still have the time to.

"Drown into eyes while they're still blind"

Let's say you substitute the word 'blind' with 'innocent'. Since that's what I think it actually means. Look into each other's eyes while you're still young and innocent and still have sights for each other?

"Love while the night still hides the withering dawn"

Simple. Night time is party time. In the day, you have to get up and go to work! Hahahaha!

Hasbullah Bin Roslan.

2009-09-07T22:43:00.000-07:00

Today, you are leaving for your National Service. I wish you all the best for you and your training. Must be good Policeman, ok?

Kumar the Drag Queen.

2009-09-03T12:36:00.002-07:00

Kumar at his best.

Click on "Videos" to watch his video.

Ok wait. His or Her? Oh what the hell.

Metal Gear Solid

2009-08-30T13:37:00.000-07:00

I know I'm left behind, but this is the game that I have to complete before planning to get the PS3 console and play Metal Gear Solid 4: Guns of The Patriots. Its Metal Gear Solid 3: Subsistence. Damn great game. Has always been the greatest game ever since Metal Gear Solid came out in the PS1 console.

Notice that Solid Snake is actually very old now? Its been a year plus since PS3 came out. Hopefully me completing Metal Gear Solid 4 game is going to be very soon. Comex, on the 10th-15th of September at Suntec City anyone?

2009-08-24T05:09:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FASTING!
Sempena Ramadhan yang sudah menjelang, sentiasalah setting niat, upgrade iman, download sabar, upload usaha, delete dosa, update doa dan top-up ilmu agar boleh redeem pahala. Selamat berpuasa!

"Sayang, di hari yang mulia ini, ku pohon keampunan. Hanya satu yang ku pinta.

Pulanglah."

Picture taken on:

September 21st 2007:

The day orang pergi sembahyang terawih kita ramai-ramai main rocket!

Sentosa, 16/9/09

2009-08-16T08:41:00.000-07:00

2009-07-30T21:26:00.000-07:00

You consider yourself well-endowed, but behave like somebody of no education. You talk like everything that's coming out from your mouth is right, whereas its all bullshit. Consider yourself who everyone is chasing after and looking for? Jangan nak buat aku menyampah.

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Nak berbual banyak, padahal perangai sendiri macam mak dia peh mak.

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*Terserlah keMATREPan aku*

Current Mood.

2009-07-26T20:38:00.000-07:00

Party Animal!

2009-07-25T22:43:00.000-07:00

Why do we ignore the people that love us, and we love the people that ignore us?

Happy 20th Birthday to Farid!

2009-07-25T21:02:00.001-07:00

*Farid dah 20?!?! Wah 20 seh!!!! Weeweet!!!!*

Gema Suara Perindu 2009.

2009-07-17T08:48:00.000-07:00

'Gema Suara Perindu' organised by Mum & Dad went well. Congratulations to the both of them.

Photography by: Farhan

http://www.simple-simple-stories.blogspot.com/

A very big 'Thank You' to Farhan for the wonderful help.

2009-07-15T08:40:00.000-07:00

Void Deck Fun!

2009-07-13T21:17:00.001-07:00

Satu-satu perangai buruk nak mampos.

Happy 13th Birthday.

2009-07-13T12:04:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to Zarifah.

2009-07-04T08:46:00.001-07:00

Sheesha.

2009-07-04T08:04:00.001-07:00

Who's Lovin' You.

2009-07-02T22:38:00.001-07:00

When I had you,
I treated you bad and wrong my dear,
And girl since, since you went away,

Don't you know I sit around,
With my head hangin' down?
And I wonder who's lovin' you.

I should have never, ever
Ever made you cry,
And girl since, since you've been gone

Don't you know I sit around,
With my head hangin' down?
And I wonder who's lovin' you.

Life without love,
Its oh, so lonely,
I don't think I'm gonna make it,

All my life, all my life baby,
I've been lost to you only,
Come on and take it girl,
Come on and take it, because,
All I can do since you've been gone is cry,
And don't you ever wonder or worry your head of what I do

Don't you know I sit around,
With my head hangin' down?
And I wonder who's lovin' you.

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*Song and music from the late Michael Jackson*

Rest In Peace, Michael.

2009-06-27T08:45:00.000-07:00

I, Haiqel Bin Hamdan, have a story to share with everybody. When I was 7 years old. My mother was hospitalised due to a serious illness. She had fits. I got my first house key when I was in Primary 1 and that was the time where I would always go to school by myself and come back home feeling very lonely, as my father was very busy working and my elder sister was still schooling and would come back late in the evening. But I felt that I wasn't really alone at home, Micheal Jackson was there to keep me company. I would switch on his LD (Yes, Laser Disc. The big irritating disc. And I still have it now!) everday, and I really mean everyday, to listen to his music and watch his performances on TV. I still keep his LD, "Moonwalker", in my living room drawer.

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Dear Michael, you were my idol and you got my body rockin' since I was 7. I admired you so damn much, I even learnt how to do your moonwalk! Your sudden death really had me in a state of shock. I would really like to take this opportunity to thank you for the wonderful music and fantastic performances that you've done and created.

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My favourite Michael Jackson song:

Rock With You.

Currently playing in my music player.

What about yours?

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Michael Jackson

The King of Pop

1958-2009

R.I.P

Zirca!

2009-06-26T10:28:00.000-07:00

Ok guys! Zirca was the shit! K?! I partied like hell. Ok, 'WE' partied like hell. Zirca played songs from Michael Jackson in Trance mix and damn, it got everybody rockin'! But it wasn't satisfying enough though. I'm definitely going again. Sape nak ikot angkat tangan! Went to eat at Macdonald's at Bedok North for breakfast before heading home. HAKIM MABUK ABEH MUNTAH KELUAR BIG BREAKFAST K?!?! EEEIII!!!! KANINABE BETOL AH TU BUDAK!!!!

How Do I Breathe.

2009-06-24T01:26:00.000-07:00

How do I breathe, yeah

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[Verse:]

It feels so different being here,

I was so used to being next to you,

Life for me is not the same,

There's no one to turn to.

I don't know why I let it go too far,

Starting over - it's so hard.

Seems like everywhere I try to go,

I keep thinking of you.

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[Hook:]

I just had a wake up call,

Wishing that I never let you fall,

Baby you are not to blame at all.

When I'm the one that pushed you away.

Baby if you knew I cared,

You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),

Girl I should've been right there.

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[Chorus:]

How do I breathe

Without you here by my side?

How will I see

When your love brought me to the light?

Where do I go

When your heart's where I lay my head?

When you're not with me,

How do I breathe?

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[Verse:]
Girl I'm losin' my mind.

Yes I made a mistake.

I thought that you would be mine.

Guess the joke was on me.

I miss you so bad,

I can't sleep.

I wish I knew where you could be.

Another dude is replacing me,

God this can't be happening.

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[Hook:]

I just had a wake up call (call),

Wishing that I never let you fall (fall),

Baby you are not to blame at all.

When I'm the one that pushed you away

Baby if you knew I cared (cared),

You'd have never went nowhere (nowhere),

Girl I should've been right there.

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[Chorus:]

(And I wonder...)

How do I breathe

Without you here by my side?

How will I see

When your love brought me to the light?

Where do I go

When your heart's where I lay my head?
When you're not with me (I'm saying),

How do I breathe?

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[Verse:]

I can't get over you, no

Baby I don't wanna let go, no

Girl you need to come home

Girl come back to me
'Cause girl you made it hard to breathe
When you're not with me.

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[Chorus:]
(Tell me)

How do I breathe

Without you here by my side?

How will I see

When your love brought me to the light?

Where do I go (where do I, where do I go)

When your heart's where I lay my head?

When you're not with me,

How do I breathe?

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How do I breathe?

[Some speaking starts]

Without you here by my side?

How will I see (how will I see)

When your love brought me to the light (baby, baby)?

Where do I go (where do)

When your heart's where I lay my head?

When you're not with me (you're not with me),

How do I breathe?

2009-06-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

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“Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again,

skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.”

The King & Queen of Spain.

2009-06-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

Work made me restless & lethargic,

because I was basically doing nothing but to just keep an eye on them.

Nevertheless, taking care of these two folks were serious business ok.

They were VERY friendly people.

*Total hours of work: 15*

Winner of Siapa Paling Belo & Bacin?

2009-06-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

(Click picture to enlarge)
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Macam mana tak memang?! Eh eh.. Tengok tu muka dia! Tsk3.. Teruk betul.. Macam 10 tahun tak makan taik idong.. Hahaha! Haiz, Fad.. Fad.. Macam mana aku dengan members-members kau yang lain tak sayangkan kau? Dah sah kau belo & bacin.. Muka stop it eh, Fad.. Tak perlu, k? Last warning.. Nak step cute je.. POTONG! Muka squirrel! Jeng Jeng Jeng!

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Top Prize - Fadli Pendek Chick Magnet, 35 votes (47%)

1st Runner Up - Azmi Vayvie Sunio, 32 votes (43%)

2nd Runner Up - Haiqel Cute Gila Babi Punya, 5 votes (6%)

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*Be prepared for the next poll!*

My Best Friend Gave Me The Best Advice.

2009-06-16T22:03:00.000-07:00

My best friend gave me the best advice

He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?

Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?

Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

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*Thanks for all the fun, help and advise. I enjoyed myself.*

Grandlink.

2009-06-15T21:16:00.000-07:00

Harris, Azmi Sunio & Faezah joined us at Tanjong Rhu later on. Azmi & Faezah not in the picture. Tu lah, tau nak motek je :P PEACEZING!

Was Megan Fox Born A Man?

2009-06-14T23:40:00.000-07:00

LOS ANGELES, CA – The internet has been abuzz since this Sunday’s Golden Globes ceremony, where Megan Fox jokingly remarked that she looked like a man.

When interviewed on the red carpet, she said “I look like Alan Alda in drag. I’m a tranny. I’m a man.”
At the time, reporters passed it off as a jovial attempt to cover for her nerves.
However, today she has cleared the air and officially reported:

she’s really a man.

Megan Fox was born Mitchell Reed Fox in Rockwood, Tennessee. From an early age, Mitchell showed an interest in both performing and women’s clothing. When having a preacher lay hands on him did not ‘cure’ him of these interests, his parents simply put him on the pageant circuit.
By the age of 13, Mitchell had already started a career as a female child performer called ‘Megan Fox’. Making her debut on an Olsen Twins straight-to-video release, the twins have kept his secret all this time.

As a sweet 16 present, Fox’s parents offered him sexual reassignment surgery, which, given their child’s career, they’d hoped to write off as a business expense. Unfortunately laws prohibit such surgery to be done to minors.

Since then Megan has been working non-stop, and been included on many Hottest Women lists in publications around the world.

Megan, as she goes by now exclusively, also noted this Sunday how much she wants Salma Hayek’s figure. She has even scheduled surgery later this month to get it. After the two met in New York this week, Hayek offered to have a cast made of her bust so doctors can match them exactly on Megan Fox’s chest.

Hottest Female Celebrity.

2009-06-14T04:18:00.000-07:00

Ok, so most of you guys voted for Jessica Alba. I voted for Megan Fox actually. Eventhough she was born a guy. Hee! But she's still hot!

Jessica Marie Alba (born April 28, 1981)[1] is an American television and film actress. She began her television and movie appearances at age 13 in Camp Nowhere and The Secret World of Alex Mack (1994). Alba rose to prominence as the lead actress in the television series Dark Angel (2000–2002).[2][3] Alba later appeared in various films including Honey (2003), Sin City (2005), Fantastic Four (2005), Into the Blue (2005), Fantastic Four: Rise of the Silver Surfer and Good Luck Chuck both in 2007.[4][5]
Alba appears frequently on the "Hot 100" section of Maxim and was voted AskMen.com's number one on their list of "99 Most Desirable Women" in 2006, as well as "Sexiest Woman in the World" by FHM in 2007.[6][7][8] The use of her image on the cover of the March 2006 Playboy sparked a lawsuit by her, which was later dropped.[9] Alba has won various awards for her acting, including the Choice Actress Teen Choice Award and Saturn Award for Best Actress (TV) for her acting in the series Dark Angel,[10] though her acting has also been criticized, as she has been nominated for numerous Razzie Awards as well.

Up next! Siapa paling belo & bacin! Kekekeke!

Thanks, Marsh..

2009-06-13T07:22:00.000-07:00

Eventhough you still owe me your cooking..

I Told You So.

2009-06-10T22:18:00.000-07:00

Suppose I called you up tonight

And told you that I love you

And suppose I said I wanna come back home

And suppose I cried and said I think I finally learned my lesson

And I'm tired of spending all my time alone

If I told you that I realize you're all I ever wanted

And it's killing me to be so far away

Would you tell me that you love me too

And when we cry together

Would you simply laugh at me and say

..........
I told you so
Oh, I told you so

I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in

I told you so

But you had to go

Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again

..........

If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever

Would you get down on yours too and take my hand

Would we get that old time feeling

Would we laugh and talk for hours

The way we did when our love first began

Would you tell me that you miss me too

And that you've been so lonely

And that you've waited for the day that I returned

And we live and love forever

And that I'm your one and only

Would you say the tables finally turn

..........

Would you say I told you so

Oh, I told you so

I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in

I told you so

But you had to go

Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again

..........

Now I found someone new and you will never break my heart in two again

Thanks Lyn ;)

Big Boys Toys.

2009-06-10T17:19:00.000-07:00

Ok, I'm in my "berangan" mood. I really need one of these! Heh! I hope my plans with Haikal to achieve our Class 2 license goes well. Insyaallah.

Class 2A - Honda CB400 Spec 3

Class 2 - Yamaha R6 or Suzuki GSXR 600?

Selamat Pengantin Baru.

2009-06-08T00:00:00.001-07:00

On your joyful wedding day,

You begin a brand new life.

Friends and family give their gifts

To joyful husband, blissful wife.

But the greatest gift you'll ever get,

A gift from heaven above,

Is love forever, ending never,

Everlasting love.

You'll share life's joy and pleasure;

You'll have plenty of that, it's true.

But love is the real treasure

For your new spouse and you.

And if life hands you challenges,

As it does to one and all,

Your love will hold you steady

And never let you fall.

Your wedding day is full of joy;

Tomorrow you cannot see.

But one thing's sure for the two of you:

The best is yet to be.

2009-06-04T02:00:00.000-07:00

I really wish the very best for the both of you. Be happy and stay happy, ok? Love you guys.

Slipknot - Dead Memories

2009-06-01T00:17:00.000-07:00

*I hate Corey's new mask!*

West Coast Park, Hendersen Wave

2009-05-29T05:38:00.000-07:00

Had a really fun night together with Marsha, Harris & Yaya. Thanks for the great time guys! Wish I could spend the time with you guys till' eternity. Miss you, Marsh!

Mother's Day Celebration

2009-05-28T07:03:00.001-07:00

This was one of the first few times where I really, really enjoyed the event organised by my parents. The auditorium were full of hyper-active people. It was a very successful event. Congrats Mum & Dad! I was basically in charged of the photoshoots for "Ibu Anggun 2009" beauty pageant and the winner of the pageant was sizzling hot! Credits to Farhan and Hakim for the wonderful help.

P.O.P Oh!

2009-05-09T05:38:00.000-07:00

Ok guys, the day finally came. I've been waiting for this very moment since 6 months ago. Thanks to everyone who have been supporting me throughout the journey.

*No more going back to camp. Gonna miss you guys alot*

Enough of problems, please.

2009-04-30T23:30:00.001-07:00

I really don't know what's happening to my life and my family. It's really hard for me to explain everything, but Mum made a Police Report (NP299) and here's how it went.

Date:01/05/2009
Time Report Made: 13:38
Time of Incident: 09:30

On the 1st of May at about 0930hrs, I was having breakfast with my husband, Hamdan Bin Eesa and some relatives at the Instanbul restaurant located near Tampines Street 43. An uncle of mine by the name of Muhammad Yusof Bin Mustaffa, residing at Pasir Ris, he owns a barber saloon 'Prostar Barber' at Pasir Ris Drive 4 came in the restaurant. He then stared at me and my husband, thereafter approached us and accused me of mistreating my mother. He also raised his voice at the restaurant. I then told him that it is a public place and that he should leave us alone, or I might have to call the police. He then mentioned "Watch Out" to me and then left us alone. My mother is 70 years old and she is a diabetes patient for about 30 years. Recently, her health had failed and we were advised by the doctor to send her for dialysis. With discussion from my father and the rest of the family, we decided to send my mother for the dialysis much to the unhappiness of my uncle who insisted in bringing my mother to Malaysia for some traditional medical treatment.

Since then, my uncle had been very unhappy with me and my family. He is my mother's youngest brother and as my father is still around it is appropriate and legal that my father makes the decision for my mother on her well being. After the incident at Instanbul restaurant, I went over to my parent's place and told my father what had happened. My father then called my uncle on his mobile phone and spoke to him. My uncle told my father that if my husband is not happy with the morning incident then he can see my husband at my place. He also told my dad that he knows what to do to me outside. I have three young children and this is not the first time my uncle had behaved in this manner towards me and my siblings. His words worries me for the safety of my husband, my children and myself. I am lodging this report for any future proceedings if the need arises.

*My grandma's youngest brother, is seriously a pain in the ass. How I wish he would stop being a motherfucker and just settle things properly*

Go on, girl.

2009-04-30T07:55:00.000-07:00

I was inviting, her into my heart
But she was out riding in some other man's car
She was my night time, thought I was her star
Guess I was wrong, but see I'm strong
Won't take long for me to move on

2009-04-25T10:44:00.000-07:00

2009-04-19T21:35:00.000-07:00

I still can't believe that I have broken up with you. I didn't just lost a girlfriend. I lost my bestest friend, my everything. I really wished that I could turn back time. Those things you said that you were disappointed in me about. I'm sorry. I kept telling myself that I need to move on but I just can't. Maybe we were meant to be with each other, maybe we're not. On december 18th 2003, I have loved you. During our first movie outing watching "Elf", I have loved you. During our stupid arguments, I have loved you. And I can't lie that I still do now despite what happened. I know that remeniscing about the past just wont' help. I really wanna end this as soon as possible. I hate everything. I really do.

*Somehow I know that God is testing me. And I accept the fact that He is*

2009-04-19T20:35:00.000-07:00

I seriously don't know what's up with my life. Its been so fucked up lately. Let's take a look at what's been happening.

1) Broke up with girlfriend.
2) Got caught smoking in camp & is gonna get confined.
3) Got fined for throwing a cigarette butt on the floor.

Azmi, Hakim and myself had a really bad band practise back on Saturday night. Izzat didn't turn up. We then got to know that he actually went to club with his other friends. Which totally pissed us off. We then went home and got caught in a really heavy rain. Halfway during the journey back home, my motorbike's engine seized. It was at PIE Changi Airport, Woodsville flyover which was located near Paya Lebar. Might be due to the tremendous amount of water that actually entered my bike's engine. It was 5.30am in the morning. Luckily, there was a bridge nearby and we parked the bike there and chilled while trying really damn hard to start the bike back. I then called Azmi who has reached home earlier, to come back and give a helping hand. He, being the helpful bloke, came down all the way to help me. We actually stayed there all the way till 7.30am. Knowing that there was no hope, we then tried to call the towing company but they claimed that all their drivers were "not free" and that they are only free from 9am onwards. What the hell?. We finally gave up. Hakim and me decided to take the cab home while Azmi went home with his bike. Hakim saw an Esso nearby and we went there to withdraw some money. While waiting for the cab, Azmi called us & claimed that he just had an accident. Both me & Hakim were so shocked & we asked ourselves what's the next disaster that's going to happen. We got a cab and went to meet Azmi near the accident scene. Azmi's pants where tattered & torn & we could see blood gushing from his bad wounds. Azmi called Faezah up and asked her to meet him at Changi General Hospital together with Hakim while I had to meet the parents at Tampines East Cc.

Until now, I haven't got any news about Azmi as he hasn't been picking up my calls. I wish to meet him soon and see his condition. I got myself 2 days of MC and I honestly though of extending it again. I'm really stressed right now and I need time to settle my bike stuffs as well.

Went home to sleep and woke up at 8pm feeling lost. There's nobody at home. I called my sister up and she was together with Feezah, Yani and Arip. They asked me along for karaoke at Simpand Bedok's Cash Studio. Thank god they have plans. If not, I think I'm going to die of boredom at home. The night was well spent. Feezah, Yani and my sister are one of the 3 people in my life that I really appreciate having in my life. They have been really helpful in trying to cheer me up and bring me back up.

Luka Seribu Rindu

2009-04-17T21:29:00.000-07:00

Mesranya tingkah mu di samping dirinya

Menambah luka di hatiku

Senyuman mu di samping orang ketiga

Bagaikan sembilu menusuk di hati ku

Hatiku sakit tak tertahan lagi

2009-04-14T19:12:00.001-07:00

K guys. I was bored. So I took this particular quiz. Try it out and then do post your results ok? The link is http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I really had fun with you guys..

2009-04-11T03:00:00.000-07:00

2009-03-28T10:27:00.000-07:00

Norman & Farida's Wedding Dinner @ Block 148 Bedok Reservoir Road.

2009-03-21T20:52:00.000-07:00

Congratulations to Norman & Farida

Attended the wedding dinner at Block 148 Bedok Reservoir Road. Not so many people were there. Thanks to Azmi, Faezah & Nana who tagged along. Sorry guys, haven't receive all the pictures yet. I'll upload it here when I receive all the pictures so you guys can just grab it alright.

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

2009-03-20T18:32:00.000-07:00

Ok, enough of fun and excitement. Time for something serious. First of all, I would really like to give myself a pat on the back. I deserve it :P Lets take a look at my progress so far.

IPPT: Passed!
Range/Shooting: Passed!
Drill test: Passed!
Police Standard Obstacle Course: Passed!
Police Defensive Tactics (Dojo): Passed!
Swimming: Passed!
Scenario-Based Test: Passed!
Law Final Examination: ?

Haiqel's posting template:

1st choice: Neighbourhood Police Centre Officer. (N.P.C.O)
2nd choice: Police Coast Guard Officer. (P.C.G.O)
3rd choice: Airport Police Officer. (A.P.O)

A confirmed placing in those frontline posting? Insyaallah. I'm left with Law Final Examination, its gonna on the 31st of March 2009. Once its done, its P.O.P OH! time. Somehow, I can't wait to get out of Home Team Academy. No doubt it turn boys to men, but the Coy Commander is a really irritating matrep, with mohawk hair in a Police uniform. Oh ya, my Field Instructor? Lagi worse! Irritating fucker, early in the morning wanna disturb people already. So if I really wanna get out from there, must pass Law Exams, ok?

Anyway, its time to make a difference. Enough of the same old Haiqel. National Service life is just so fucked up. But hey, there's no reason for me to complain. I know its helping me change for the better. Sitting and lazing around at home or even working in a stupid part-time job all the way just won't help.

I was flipping through the pages of my life, and I stopped to a page where I particularly broke down and cried. I was a boy who was enjoying life to fullest. Those years were the happiest years of my life. I've never felt so complete before. Yes, there were really hard obstacles to go through, and I can't deny that it was very, very hard for me. But it could only determine my patience. However, I wasn't a perfect person myself. Who the hell, is? I had my fair share of stupidity and foolishness. I didn't set my priorities right and I was playing a fool most of the time. I have realised. Some things are just missing. I'm not proving myself to be man enough. But everything's different now. National Service was there to help me. I know I have to carry on no matter how heavy the extra weight is being put on me. So all I have to do is, not to prove to anyone else, other than myself.

I attended a course and the speaker, Ronnie Eng, said this particular phrase. "Patience is a virtue. Be patient and you will be rewarded. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger. Life is too short for you to be unhappy." True? All I could say was, I've been patient. Really. But come to think of it again, is it the right thing to say? Definitely not. We have to be patient for as long as it takes. Only time will tell.

TOOT!

2009-03-14T10:36:00.000-07:00

Went for lunch and shopping with THE MOTHER. My wardrobe seriously need to be updated so bought some stuffs. Its been decades since a girl asked me out for dinner.. And of all people, Cik Siti Belo was the saviour from that fact yesterday.. Mampos.. While crossing the road to Vivocity, I bumped into Azmi & Faezah, then while Q-ing for food, I bumped into Hakim & Nadirah.. Baik..

Party like R.O.C.K.S.T.A.R!

2009-03-14T10:01:00.000-07:00

Ok I seriously don't know what to type. All I know, is that I had alot of freaking fun. Got freaking drunk and had fun like nobody's business. That's it.

2009-03-07T19:59:00.000-08:00

Jika anda boring, silalah ke Orchid Bowl.

2009-03-06T04:21:00.000-08:00

Can't wait to P.O.P OH!

2009-03-06T04:10:00.000-08:00

Highs and lows of life.

2009-02-28T19:50:00.000-08:00

Quoted from one of Vernetta Lopez's life lessons.

"Were there any lessons you took from your experience with your previous marriage?"

If your spouse falls in love with someone else, forget about everything. No point wasting your time with something that will go nowhere. Live your life for heaven's sake. Other things that I didn't learn from the marriage but have learnt since: Don't be a needy whiner. Being a needy whiner really dampens the reason your spouse fell in love with you in the first place. Have mutual respect. It's not about who's the leader of the marriage, it's about who leads in different things. Enjoy the confidence in being able to speak freely and be who you are with someone who appreciates you for that very reason.

Ok now I want everybody to try and complete this sentence...

"If I could live my life all over again, I would...

Haiqel: Eat more Chicken Wing Rice and Ban Mian with fish because I really need to gain some weight eventhough it seems that I've already gained 5kg. I would have completed my guitar lessons as well. I would have studied abit more harder. Spend more time doing more different things. Work on my punctuality. Have more sense of emergency. Really, really organise my time properly. Widened my scope of friends. Think and act fast. Not to repeat the same mistakes over and over again. Turn back time and relive those moments again. Be a really good son, elder brother and a lover.

*Believe in being who you are, with someone who appreciates you for that very reason*

I wish you all the best for all your upcoming papers. Study well k.

2009-02-21T08:43:00.000-08:00

Sepenuh Hati.

2009-02-21T02:31:00.000-08:00

I went to Grand Link for karaoke tonight. And I specially dedicated 2 special songs.

Bagaimana harusku luahkan
Perasaanku padamu
Yang selama ini ku pendamkan
Dalam diam ku

Sukarnya ku berterus-terang
Tentang perasaan ini
Bimbang seandainya tak kau terima
Musnahlah harapanku ini

Bagaimana harus aku menghadapi
Semua itu
Sedangkan ku menyintaimu sepenuh hati
Tak mudah untukku melupakan dirimu
Kau bagiku
Segala-galanya

Pada yang Maha Kuasa
Ku panjatkan doa
Moga dibukakan pintu hatimu
Kan ku buktikan kejujuran cintaku
Jangan biarkan keraguan
Menghantui jiwamu
Dalam ku meniti semua kepastian
Dari bibirmu oh kasih

Kasih dan sayang
Cinta dan rindu
Tersemat di jiwaku
Usah biarkan ku kecewa
Membalut luka
Agar kau mengerti
Yang selama ini
Aku menyintaimu

2009-02-20T20:08:00.000-08:00

2009-02-08T19:09:00.001-08:00

The good news is, I already know that my P.O.P is gonna be on the 7th Of May 2009 and its gonna be a really grand one. But the bad news is, its in f***king 3 months time! Alahai, cepat2 boleh tak? And another bad news is, if I were to get the posting that I want, it would be another 3 months of trainee life. So its like, a total of 8 months in HTA?! Ah yelah.. No doubt that the benefits are worth the wait. Free Class 3 license & a more relaxed Senior Mangkok's life in Home Team Academy. But what the hell, seriously I don't mind going through all these shit, but I'm just sick & tired, of being sick & tired. Get what I'm saying? Things around me just doesn't seem to be right and somehow they are not making me able to concentrate. Everything just seem to be so effed up. I would wanna see the brighter things in life & I really hope that all these shit is gonna end soon.

*Wait long long k Haiqel? Cibei.*

I hope you're reading this.

2009-01-17T22:52:00.000-08:00

Baby, I know its hard for you. From the bottom of my heart, I don't mean to make you feel irritated. Its my craziness that made me talked so, so much. I'm sorry. My intentions were really sincere, I just want you to know how and what I feel. I want you to listen to my side of the story and be on MY side for once. Yes, you're disappointed somehow, but can you just hear me out? Its not that I'm forcing you. All I want you to do is to calm yourself down and don't think of the past. Its not important, throw them all away. Its not about how nice I am, its not about how cruel you are. Its about US. How WE can make things right. You know how much I love you and you know how strong is the love that both you and I share. I still love you as much as I do for the past 5 years. I know you feel the same way too. That's it Murshidah, I'm not gonna say much more. I seriously don't wanna make you rimas or disoriented anymore. I hope you really think about what I said. I'm not gonna sit down and just keep quiet. Its time. Don't get me wrong. Its gonna be no more words, but actions now.

I.love.you

*You don't know how far I'd go for you. You'll see it*

2009-01-05T22:29:00.000-08:00

F*** it. F*** them. F*** you. F*** everybody. K?

Happy birthday to me!

2009-01-05T05:00:00.000-08:00

My birthday wish? Well, whatever it is I'm not expecting special prezzies or whatsoever. Fuck them. K? I just wish to go with the flow of my life, stay happy and don't stress myself out. Somehow I know that whatever is happening around me is an ultimate test. Having to go through National Service, coping with relationship problems, family problems ect. Of course there's so many things that I wish I could do, to make things better. Or even turn back time. But what the hell?

Fit squad is coming in tomorrow!

For those who will be experiencing their enlistment day tomorrow, I wish you guys all the best! May all of you do well & get a good posting. Cheers!

*NPCO, maybe?*

2009-01-04T18:10:00.000-08:00

I'll be crying on my birthday :')

I love you. Will forever love you till the ocean doesn't touch the sand.

2009-01-03T18:51:00.000-08:00

Time can't erase a feeling this strong.

*No time to.....*

To Muhammad Sufian Bin Hamdan.

2009-01-02T19:12:00.000-08:00

You don't know how much I care for you. Don't you? You don't know how much I want you to grow up & be a proper man. Don't you? I know, you're still very, very young. But to my believe, this is the stage where things will slowly start to change. I've been there, done that. You're in Secondary school now, no more Primary school. Your sister & I don't scold you for no reason, & sometimes I just feel that its no use being nice anymore. Your sister complained to me that you've been very rude lately. Especially to your mum & dad. They talk to you nicely and yet you're giving them the cold shoulder. Why? Yan, you cannot do that. Its wrong. They are your parents. They gave you everything that you've ever wanted. Frankly speaking, I've had enough of people giving others a cold shoulder. Even your Kak Murshidah once said that you've been pampered alot. Your Kak Murshidah & me also... Hhmmm.. You see? People have their own problems too. I do cry as well. Your mum, told me yesterday to scold you each & everytime you make a mistake or when you get naughty. You know what I said? I'm lazy. That's what I exactly said. Look, I'm nobody to correct people's mistakes. I make mistakes as well. Alot of them. But deep down inside, both you & I know that I'm still your elder brother. I NEED to take care of you. That's my duty. You're very lucky to still have chances in your life. Don't take it for granted. I hope you understand. We are not against you and I don't like to scold you. I don't like to be harsh to people. It's so not me. You're young and talented. You have people who care about you. Treasure them. Ok?

2009-01-01T01:41:00.000-08:00

Hi, my name is Haiqel Bin Hamdan. Malay. Born on 5th January 1989. Turning 20 soon. I play the guitar. I'm currently serving my National Service. I don't earn $99,999,999,999 a month. I live in a normal HDB flat. I don't ride a Super 4 or a Suzuki GSX-R 1000. I don't have a class 3 license. I'm a jerk. I'm a bad guy. I'm irresponsible. I don't set my priorities right.

Friends anyone?

2008-12-30T21:00:00.000-08:00

What the hell is wrong with this blogger thingy? Wanna post on the correct date also cannot. Ok nevermind, I'm gonna confess. Nowadays, I get really scared when the night comes. I get so scared that I'll go to my sister's room & talk to her till I fall asleep. Yes, very kental I know. And what about in the bunk? Well, I'd rather not talk about it. I think too much. There's just really so many things in my head. There's alot of things which I hope didn't really happen. It's over. It's too late. But there's stilll a chance. I'm taking everything positively. I hope I can continue doing that. There's still things which I can work on. I know there's still a chance for me to improve. I know there's still a chance. I know. And I'm really gonna try my best to prove it. I'm really going to.

To 'The sister': Many fish in the pond? Wah lau. I'm not really into "FISHING".

To 'Mom': I know. I'm working on it. I'm gonna complete all my tasks & do as you say :)

To 'Dad': You were right. I didn't know that you knew me that well :)

To 'Marsha': Can don't talk nonsense or not?

To' Murshidah': *TOO MUCH FOR ME TO TYPE*

To 'All the guy friends': Sometimes you all just say the same thing. But you all know I'm just 'different'.

To 'Nana': Thanks for all the food tastings ;) I'll put it to good use.

*I'm really gonna show you*

:(

2008-12-27T13:30:00.000-08:00

With the help from my Mom. I'm slowly accepting things in my life now. I hope I can carry on doing that. Thanks to everybody for their support as well.

Haiqel Bin Hamdan

Zirca. 19/7/2010

Top Priorities!

Karaoke was fun :)

Sentosa/Cafe Del Mar.

Happy Mother's Day.

Charice.

Super Timor.

Era 60'an Pop Yeh Yeh.

The Collectors's Outing ;)

REC 2.

Cafe Del Mar.

Words of Wisdom.

6th February 2010 :)

Its official :)

Rock, bebey!

Kirk in Japan?

One Big Happy Family.

Game, game, game!

Baby Dancing to Single Ladies.

Beyonce's interview in Australia.

Favourite Picture of The Month

Cobus Potgieter

10,000 Promises.

Hari Raya With Friends: 2009

Beyonce at NUH in Singapore.

Miss Singapore 2009: Ris Low

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri!

Cleopatra Stratan - Ghita

I Know You Want Me.

While Your Lips Are Still Red.

Hasbullah Bin Roslan.

Kumar the Drag Queen.

Metal Gear Solid

Sentosa, 16/9/09

Current Mood.

Happy 20th Birthday to Farid!

Gema Suara Perindu 2009.

Void Deck Fun!

Happy 13th Birthday.

Congratulations to Zarifah.

Sheesha.

Who's Lovin' You.

Rest In Peace, Michael.

Zirca!

How Do I Breathe.

The King & Queen of Spain.

Winner of Siapa Paling Belo & Bacin?

My Best Friend Gave Me The Best Advice.

Grandlink.

Was Megan Fox Born A Man?

Hottest Female Celebrity.

Thanks, Marsh..

I Told You So.

Big Boys Toys.

Selamat Pengantin Baru.

Slipknot - Dead Memories

West Coast Park, Hendersen Wave

Mother's Day Celebration

P.O.P Oh!

Enough of problems, please.

Go on, girl.

Luka Seribu Rindu

I really had fun with you guys..

Norman & Farida's Wedding Dinner @ Block 148 Bedok Reservoir Road.

What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger.

*TOOT!*

Party like R.O.C.K.S.T.A.R!

Jika anda boring, silalah ke Orchid Bowl.

Can't wait to P.O.P OH!

Highs and lows of life.

I wish you all the best for all your upcoming papers. Study well k.

Sepenuh Hati.

I hope you're reading this.

Happy birthday to me!

To Muhammad Sufian Bin Hamdan.

:(

TOOT!