Haiqel Bin Hamdan

its been a long time since i even logged into this freaking account. its already 7.10 a.m in the morning & i'm not asleep yet. alotta things are going through my mind right now. things that i can't really explain in here. they are just complicated. whatever it is i know that these are just parts & parcels of life. most of the choices made are from me, myself. i've been really busy with work eventhough i'm entering national service soon. i don't even have the time to spend with the people who i want to. but i know for a fact that national service wouldn't be so bad just because i'll be in the police academy, its also because i know that national service shouldn't be regarded as such a big deal. sooner or later you'll have to face it & by the time you knew it, your two unwasted years are done. well, all these "enjoyments" that i'm having before me entering national service, i'm taking it positively, whatever the outcome is, or was. it'll be one hell of an experience for me. i really hope that some people would miss me, you know? would you? :)