Haiqel Bin Hamdan

You don't know how much I care for you. Don't you? You don't know how much I want you to grow up & be a proper man. Don't you? I know, you're still very, very young. But to my believe, this is the stage where things will slowly start to change. I've been there, done that. You're in Secondary school now, no more Primary school. Your sister & I don't scold you for no reason, & sometimes I just feel that its no use being nice anymore. Your sister complained to me that you've been very rude lately. Especially to your mum & dad. They talk to you nicely and yet you're giving them the cold shoulder. Why? Yan, you cannot do that. Its wrong. They are your parents. They gave you everything that you've ever wanted. Frankly speaking, I've had enough of people giving others a cold shoulder. Even your Kak Murshidah once said that you've been pampered alot. Your Kak Murshidah & me also... Hhmmm.. You see? People have their own problems too. I do cry as well. Your mum, told me yesterday to scold you each & everytime you make a mistake or when you get naughty. You know what I said? I'm lazy. That's what I exactly said. Look, I'm nobody to correct people's mistakes. I make mistakes as well. Alot of them. But deep down inside, both you & I know that I'm still your elder brother. I NEED to take care of you. That's my duty. You're very lucky to still have chances in your life. Don't take it for granted. I hope you understand. We are not against you and I don't like to scold you. I don't like to be harsh to people. It's so not me. You're young and talented. You have people who care about you. Treasure them. Ok?